Alright, 24th Sept, it was the baddest and saddest day of my life. Some more, I'm having fever. It happened suddenly, and I get really frustrated. I hardly sleep at night, thinking every beautiful memories. I can't hope too much. Cause I know it won't happen again. Everything is done now. I just have to move on with my life. But can I? You can Melia, if you cast all your tears aside that you've been wasted everyday. That will make you feel even stronger, and survive.
Actually when we cry, its not that we are sad. Its helps us feel stronger day by day. Eventhough it really makes me sad, I know I have to fight it. For this time being, its alright to be sad. It takes time. Always been trying, I really hoped one day I'll be cool with it. No worries Melia, you have your friends around you that cares for you (:
Thanks for everything you've done for me. I really appreciate it. I've been missing you so much. But I have to try to live without the one I suppose to be in the future. I lost my hopes, but there are still some possible ways to have my hopes back. You are the best than anyone could have. Remember that.